So yea I got lazy to blog for the past uh.. 2-3 days? lol I was telling myself " OK Later I go and update my blog...." few days later... and a few more Ill do it later.... nothing happened LOL, till now that is...OK back to the past few days...


Some how I seem to have barely any recollection of the past few days...

But I remebered Sat quite clearly cos it was quite a fun day for me..... but then halfway during the day, I felt like I got hit by a truck.... thanks to a certain somebody. I never thought smthing like that would happen.... Lucky got his nooby kid there to cheer me up. At the same time I just didnt know what to do. So I decided to suck it up and emo for a few mins. Apparently the pple I was wif knew I was emo. DAMN IT YOU GUYS SUCK! LET ME EMO IN PEACE! Well actually I was sorta glad too at the same time, thanks guys for your concern really, it made me feel better. and we HAD CARL'S JR!!!! OMG <3 chilli cheese fries! my fav! So then I was talking to drea, when she noticed sean like looking at her, alot she like *POINT MIDDLE FINGER* lol.
So then I turn around and said, " hey guys wah lau dun like that man, I'm like try to ask her to be my GF so wish me luck! (then I should a big thumbs up)" LOL that was super funny cos I said it out loud in the middle of Carl's and there was this girl that was seated near by, the expression on her face was priceless when she thought the whole thing was real! The whole situation was really funny! on top of that 5 of us were luffing our heads off!

So now I'm at the office.... "working" lol.

Time to work. so maybe I'll try to update this "LATER"


IM LAZY DUN BOTHER ME!!!!!!!


Love Tofu! the soft and squishy cube!

Music

So yea for a long, very long time, this is the first post in.... well w/e...

It seem that I'm kinda lost, best is to put my thoughts and words down to digital format...

So yea its been many 2 months since the breakup. I never did expect it, hurts like hell, feels like hell, but I'm nowhere in hell. Gosh, this suck big time. I never though it would hurt this bad, as I told myself not to be depressed or bothered but it. Apparently its not working as well as it should. I guess my best isn't enough. Well for the time being I've actually put my attention on this quirkly animated little gal, to me she's like a little sister that needs constant care and attention, this helps me get distracted. Apparently she thinks im distubing her just for fun. It's sorta true..... ok its true! Cos the reaction and replies that come out from her are like so unusual. She like the little sister I never had. Haha.

Right now I'm still wondering will if I will find a special person that will love me, because I always thought that my ex was the one for me. I was planning to marry her, well all thats gone now. What can I say? I guess I took too long.... being together for 4 years, is that too long? I dunno. Some people get married after being together for 1 year, some only 6 months. Well who knows. I just one more fool in this lousy world.

Getting past each day is like cutting my wrist with a rusty blunt blade, I don't know what I should do. I won't turn to religon, I just don't believe. I turn to music and it provides me comfort for only a short while. As I told my "little sis" only time can heal. I guess I'll just have to keep on doing what I'm doing. I guess today's Song is going to be By Oasis.

The Masterplan

Take the time to make some sense
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Bring them back with Acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they fall upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...

Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan

I`m not saying right is wrong
It`s up to us to make
The best of all things that come our way
And all the things that came have past
The answer`s in the looking glass
There`s four and twenty million doors
Down life`s endless corridor
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...

Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan.

yeap thats right... all of us are part of the masterplan even though we don't know what it is.

Today's mood:Done working

Woahhhhhh Sorry for da lack of update people..... been kinda busy working at WCG these few days...


This was like tuesday morning when I was there.....



basicly nothing was finished yet.... and WCG was like in 1 day....the keyboards haven't arrived....


There was no sense of urgency what so ever....

anyway the comps where up and running around 8pm...

by the time I finished up everything in the above pic, it was like 7 am... all the game in the comps....

This pic was taken at 8am damn we were all shagged out... but the show must go on....
sorry the pic kinda blur... the person taking the pic not awake yet :D

from left to right Dannyboy,Sue,Wei Ming and Me..

At the end of the event.... 4 days later....
dinner yum yum....!!


all the key people at the dinner... A well deserved dinner for all of us...
Wish i had time to take more pictures but due to time constrants.... that all i have currently :D



Reality is just what you make of it.

Today's Mood:Lazy

Haaahaa damn it yesterday blogger was down... couldn't do any updating... ok there the update for sat and sunday :)... OK on Sat I went to work...... I work at cineleisure orchard...happen so my long time friend happened to drop by Justin

Its been a while since we talk.. Had a small long chat :) so later I was craving or yoshinoya so thats what I had for lunch

Everything was going well but my friend Renny who was working with me.... Well he got the boot :(

poor guy.. The boss said he wasn't doing much... Well I can't say much... too bad he had to go... Time pass kinda quickly and as soon as I knew it, time to do closing.
During that time I had a major headache... dunno where it came from.. annoyed me all the way home... When I got home.... I took 2 panadols and hit the sac....


Sunday morning.... slept till like 1pm lolx.(I know pig :D)
My classmate Rebecca smsed me and ask me to help her fix her compy.. So I obliged and went over around 4... After fiddling with her computer I still couldn't really figure out the problem but otherwise it was up and running... just really slow.. I guessed it was the modem... some how or rather I was... So I told her just let the computer load.. I also suspect the 2 other factors which was the Ram and Harddisk..
This is Rebecca... She real camera shy :P

After that was done I headed down to my Darling home... Missed her so much.. after 2 weeks yesterday was the only day I didn't see her in 2 whole weeks..... sad huh :(
we watch tv most of the time :) and then we had dinner... after we took some pictures.... sorry if the picture are a bit dark :)

okok I know I couldn't help it.. I just had to post 1 pic of myself hehehehe

and that brought it to the end of the day... headed back and found out the bloody blog site was down... grrrr



Reality is just what you make of it.

Today's Mood: Sweet tooth

Hmmm nothing much today... kinda slacked slept the whole day.. went driving this morning pretty fun.... tried to run the amber light lol... my instructor freaked HAHHAA damn funny...
Anyway here the picture of the tulip I got my dear
and another from a different angle

Well I spent half the day at home sleeping and the other half at my dear's house...
Most of the time I watching tv,nuaing around and cuddling my dear.... lolx (hey its my fav past time wad u expect me to do? :D)
So after I left for home roughly abt 11pm... still sick a bit but recovering soon(I hope)
Oh yea my dear also pass me her digi cam. This mean more pictures! woo hoo




Reality is just what you make of it.

Today's Mood:Out for the count

Another day another entry :P kinda shag out from all the medicine that I've been taking. lolx anyways Today I watch Cinderella Story. The one wif hillary duff... well it wasn't too bad but it wasn't too good either so.. 2 & 1/2 movie tickets :P


So as I was saying I caught the show at bishan wif Tooya Lawry Joyce and my dearest. After the show we kinda went to PS to meet Ah Lon aka Athlon.... and we went to visit DragonGer aka Jes... lolx didn't do much at ps. Soon after bao came to meetup... Athlon went back early... so abt 7 plus Law Joyce my dear and I had dinner at mac's.... At the end law and bao went home and so I accompanied my dear around PS and we headed to parklane to take a bus back home... Soon after I got to her place, stayed a bit.... and the rest is as they say history :D

ok dudes time to check out.. gotta get to class tomorrow morning..



Reality is just what you make of it.

Today's Mood:On MC

Hahaha This morning I thought I had school! lolx Then I realise that is was Teacher's day today. My dad tot I had to go to school and woke me up.

Today my dear gave me a suprise.. She came over to pei me. She said she came over to study.... :X lolx in the end she was glued to my compy as usual while I was sleeping due to the effects of my medicine :s

I cooked grilled fish for lunch today.... I couldn't really taste it cos I`m still sick and everything tasted bland.. :( My dear liked the fish though...

Later on we went off to bugis junction to meet Sam.... seem that Sam wasnt in a very good mood... Anyway we had dinner at bugis villiage market... didnt really enjoy dinner due to the fact I still can't taste a thing... but otherwise I had a pretty good day... I love my dear and missing her every minute...



Reality is just what you make of it.