So yea I got lazy to blog for the past uh.. 2-3 days? lol I was telling myself " OK Later I go and update my blog...." few days later... and a few more Ill do it later.... nothing happened LOL, till now that is...OK back to the past few days...
Some how I seem to have barely any recollection of the past few days...
But I remebered Sat quite clearly cos it was quite a fun day for me..... but then halfway during the day, I felt like I got hit by a truck.... thanks to a certain somebody. I never thought smthing like that would happen.... Lucky got his nooby kid there to cheer me up. At the same time I just didnt know what to do. So I decided to suck it up and emo for a few mins. Apparently the pple I was wif knew I was emo. DAMN IT YOU GUYS SUCK! LET ME EMO IN PEACE! Well actually I was sorta glad too at the same time, thanks guys for your concern really, it made me feel better. and we HAD CARL'S JR!!!! OMG <3 chilli cheese fries! my fav! So then I was talking to drea, when she noticed sean like looking at her, alot she like *POINT MIDDLE FINGER* lol.
So then I turn around and said, " hey guys wah lau dun like that man, I'm like try to ask her to be my GF so wish me luck! (then I should a big thumbs up)" LOL that was super funny cos I said it out loud in the middle of Carl's and there was this girl that was seated near by, the expression on her face was priceless when she thought the whole thing was real! The whole situation was really funny! on top of that 5 of us were luffing our heads off!
So now I'm at the office.... "working" lol.
Time to work. so maybe I'll try to update this "LATER"
IM LAZY DUN BOTHER ME!!!!!!!
Love Tofu! the soft and squishy cube!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
So yea for a long, very long time, this is the first post in.... well w/e...
It seem that I'm kinda lost, best is to put my thoughts and words down to digital format...
So yea its been many 2 months since the breakup. I never did expect it, hurts like hell, feels like hell, but I'm nowhere in hell. Gosh, this suck big time. I never though it would hurt this bad, as I told myself not to be depressed or bothered but it. Apparently its not working as well as it should. I guess my best isn't enough. Well for the time being I've actually put my attention on this quirkly animated little gal, to me she's like a little sister that needs constant care and attention, this helps me get distracted. Apparently she thinks im distubing her just for fun. It's sorta true..... ok its true! Cos the reaction and replies that come out from her are like so unusual. She like the little sister I never had. Haha.
Right now I'm still wondering will if I will find a special person that will love me, because I always thought that my ex was the one for me. I was planning to marry her, well all thats gone now. What can I say? I guess I took too long.... being together for 4 years, is that too long? I dunno. Some people get married after being together for 1 year, some only 6 months. Well who knows. I just one more fool in this lousy world.
Getting past each day is like cutting my wrist with a rusty blunt blade, I don't know what I should do. I won't turn to religon, I just don't believe. I turn to music and it provides me comfort for only a short while. As I told my "little sis" only time can heal. I guess I'll just have to keep on doing what I'm doing. I guess today's Song is going to be By Oasis.
The Masterplan
Take the time to make some sense
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Bring them back with Acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they fall upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...
Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan
I`m not saying right is wrong
It`s up to us to make
The best of all things that come our way
And all the things that came have past
The answer`s in the looking glass
There`s four and twenty million doors
Down life`s endless corridor
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...
Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan.
yeap thats right... all of us are part of the masterplan even though we don't know what it is.
It seem that I'm kinda lost, best is to put my thoughts and words down to digital format...
So yea its been many 2 months since the breakup. I never did expect it, hurts like hell, feels like hell, but I'm nowhere in hell. Gosh, this suck big time. I never though it would hurt this bad, as I told myself not to be depressed or bothered but it. Apparently its not working as well as it should. I guess my best isn't enough. Well for the time being I've actually put my attention on this quirkly animated little gal, to me she's like a little sister that needs constant care and attention, this helps me get distracted. Apparently she thinks im distubing her just for fun. It's sorta true..... ok its true! Cos the reaction and replies that come out from her are like so unusual. She like the little sister I never had. Haha.
Right now I'm still wondering will if I will find a special person that will love me, because I always thought that my ex was the one for me. I was planning to marry her, well all thats gone now. What can I say? I guess I took too long.... being together for 4 years, is that too long? I dunno. Some people get married after being together for 1 year, some only 6 months. Well who knows. I just one more fool in this lousy world.
Getting past each day is like cutting my wrist with a rusty blunt blade, I don't know what I should do. I won't turn to religon, I just don't believe. I turn to music and it provides me comfort for only a short while. As I told my "little sis" only time can heal. I guess I'll just have to keep on doing what I'm doing. I guess today's Song is going to be By Oasis.
The Masterplan
Take the time to make some sense
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves
Bring them back with Acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they fall upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...
Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan
I`m not saying right is wrong
It`s up to us to make
The best of all things that come our way
And all the things that came have past
The answer`s in the looking glass
There`s four and twenty million doors
Down life`s endless corridor
Say it loud and sing it proud
And they...
Will dance if they want to dance
Please brother take a chance
You know they`re gonna go
Which way they wanna go
All we know is that we don`t know
What is gonna be
Please brother let it be
Life on the other hand won`t let you understand
Why we`re all part of the masterplan.
yeap thats right... all of us are part of the masterplan even though we don't know what it is.
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